उत्तरपथ में आप बठी, हाथ सिद्ध वाचा ऋद्धि-सिद्धि । धनधान्य देहि-देहि कुरु-कुरु स्वाहा ।। So you must recite the mantra by reciting your wish or owning your want in your mind, after which you can ignore the results. Your consistency is the only thing that should carry you final results. https://socialbaskets.com/story5582414/helping-the-others-realize-the-advantages-of-bhairavi